Crook Churches Together - Day 6 Week 2 : Mark 6: v45-56
Little Women is based on Louisa May Alcott's classic 1869
semi-autobiographical novel. But have you heard of the musical, Little Women,
which came to Broadway in 2005, lyrics by Mindi Dickstein, and music by Jason
Howland? The musical follows the book, it focuses on the four March sisters —
brassy, tomboy-like, aspiring writer Jo, romantic Meg, pretentious Amy, and
kind-hearted Beth — and their beloved Marmee, at home in Concord, Massachusetts
while the family patriarch is away serving as a Union Army chaplain during the
Civil War. Intercut with the vignettes in which their lives unfold are several
recreations of the melodramatic short stories Jo writes in her attic studio.
But things are not going well for Jo, she receives a notice of rejection from
another author in New York City, making it her twenty - second rejection.
Laurie, decides to ask Jo to marry him, but gently he is rebuked . Jo tells him
that she will never marry Laurie. Jo then ponders her future, which is changing
significantly. She vows to find another way to achieve her future and sings one
of the best loved songs of the whole musical at the end of Act 1 entitled
astonishing.
Astounding: amazing, surprising, astounding, shocking, beyond belief. These
are some of the words that come to mind when the disciples had watched Jesus
walking on the water. Let’s zoom in to the scene on Gennesaret - There they
are, hair plastered down by lake water, crouching in a boat, its hull now
caressed by gentle wavelets. For all the calm around them, in their hearts and
minds they are buffeted by questions, fear, awe, wonder, confusion. Perhaps a
tempest of recrimination blasts at them? They have woken up to their spiritual
amnesia. Jesus is always healing and teaching, healing and teaching; the stakes
are raised when demons are driven out, storms are stilled, the feeding of the
five thousand, and now this: walking on the water. Guys, you saw Him heal
people. You heard him teach. No, I don’t think the calm on the lake is matched
by calm in their hearts. When is it all going to end, what’s going to happen,
where is it all heading – He now has power over the elements. He is sovereign
over the natural world. If the feeding of the 5,000 hadn’t astonished them then
walking on the water will totally astonish them.
And what of us? What astonishes us........ are we immune from this spiritual
amnesia.
* Have you had those moments of an intense sense of God, times when you have
prayed and seen God at work – powerful, fearful, wonderful.
* That retreat when you were overwhelmed by the love of God.
* That time in the garden when the wonder of creation moved you so deeply
you wept.
* The sublime beauty of the quiet of the spiritual space, infused with His
presence.
* A moment with a mentor or spiritual director when you see that what looked
like death is a gateway to life.
* The consoling presence of God filling you up and you tell yourself that
you have moved on in your faith to a new place.
Perhaps you write this in a journal and come across it some time later and
you are surprised by the memory. You’d forgotten it. Like some lost love letter
written 40 years ago, a precious time when life was vibrant, challenging on
full green ahead. But now in the amber years the tensions, trivialities and
traumas of life had robbed you. The banality of life numbs you in its routine.
Spiritual amnesia. It shrinks Jesus down until he is dashboard sized. We forget
- the Lord of heaven and earth, God almighty, is only a heartbeat away.
Sometimes we need an astonishing moment to wake us up, as Jo March sang in her
song from Little Women
Sadly the disciples in Mark are slow on the uptake, astonished, yes,
surprised, scare out of their wits, slow to believe “because their hearts were
hardened.” They don’t seem to be learning the lesson, all this rushing around,
and Mark does go at a fast pace, healing and teaching, the restless running
around and people being brought to Jesus. I think Mark is inviting us to ask
the question ourselves, and to ask in addition whether we are like the
disciples, watching events happen but not drawing the right conclusions, or
whether our hearts have been softened or perhaps opened to believe the
extraordinary thing that is occurring before our eyes. Mark is at pains to
bring to our attention in this part of the gospel at least is that Jesus is the
Messiah, this is where the story is going - the deeper meaning Jesus divinity
as shown by his walking on the water will come later. When the New Testament
writers want to tell us that Jesus is in some sense divine, this is not
something set apart from hunger, thirst, fear, sorrow and death itself, but
found mysteriously in the middle of them all. Our astonishment comes not by
seeing Jesus as divine but by seeing him as human. We are right to be
astonished, but our astonishment come from seeing something more mysterious by
far, a dimension of our world which is normally hidden, Mark is offering Jesus
to our startled imaginations as the world’s rightful king, now returning,
putting things right.
This astonishing news makes us at least blink and rub our eyes – Mark
indicates that we are in good company. I don’t think his remark about the
disciples being hard hearted is a major criticism of them, what else one might
expect. He is simply warning that to grasp all this will need more than
suspension of belief, it will take a complete change of heart, and that is what
Jesus has come to bring. It is in our thinking, our imagining, and our praying
as well as in our bodily health that we are invited to come, like the frantic
crowds and touch the hem of Jesus garment, looking for salvation. Now that is
astonishing!
Amen
Ray Anglesea
Ray Anglesea is a self supporting minister working in St Andrew’s Dawson
Street LEP, Crook and in the wider West Durham Methodist Circuit